The first time that I watched Fuck Yeah Levi Karter I didn’t know what to expect. I was excited for a new Levi scene and as I pushed play I expected it to be similar to what I had already come to love about him and Cockyboys. However, as I pushed play and watched him do flips on the screen that every so slowly turned to him having phone sex I knew it was going to be something special. After the disco like entry I realized just how different it was going to be. I smiled and cried as I watched it, especially knowing some of the moments first hand.
Since that day I have watched it numerous times, both in full and bits and pieces. I never thought that it would be featured at any type of festival. I had wished that I could make it to Berlin Porn Festival, but couldn’t so when I heard that it was going to be featured at the NYC Porn Festival I jumped on the chance to see Levi’s creative work on a huge screen!
When Jake Jaxson invites you to New York City, you find a way to make it happen. Especially if that means I get to see Levi just before Christmas!
It took some scheduling, but I made it happen. I was so excited the night before I couldn’t sleep, passing out for a quick nap before taking a cab to the airport at 4:30am. I was so nervous about flying by myself, but without a glitch I was on the plane at 6am and headed to NYC with a quick layover in Detroit.
I have a 7 year old son. He has ADHD, an amazing imagination, makes me laugh and makes me cry.
I have a 21 year old Pon. He has ADHD, an amazing spirit, makes me laugh and makes me cry.
I gave birth to one, luckily stumbled across the other and both have changed my life in amazing ways.
The pieces of my heart live all over the world. The biggest pieces live within Corbin, Levi and My sissy Jess. When I have two of them in the same place with me I am so much happier, so much more alive, so much more me. If I ever get all three of them together, well it will be total bliss.
The happiness and contentment that I felt in Chicago was amazing, and left me with such a low and depressed state that it took me almost 2 weeks to recover. The only thing that pulled me out that quickly was the idea of seeing Levi and Sissy at Columbus Pride.
I almost didn’t make it to Pride. An admission to the hospital the weekend before made it really iffy. The doctors said yes, so I was set to go, I thought. I encountered many hassles with attempting to rent a car and an almost total break down at the car rental place. I convinced my husband to let me have the car for the weekend and his brother agreed to drive him where he needed to go. So I hit the road, the five hour drive, by myself to Columbus, OH. Continue Reading
A guest blogger’s recap on the Grabby’s. Jess (@blasphemy_xoxo) is not a Porn Mom, but she is Levi’s Porn Sissy!!
This weekend had been planned since February. I was at my sissy’s (@kittys_devil) for Valentine’s Day and we made the plans then. It was something to look forward to with real life going on.
It’s been a week and a half, but I finally have my post done! Here is my weekend from Grabbys 2014!
I waited a year…12 months…365 days…8765 hours for Grabbys 2014. Actually, more than that. I started counting down the beginning of May last year. It started with a want to meet Levi. He was so sweet and sexy. I’d just found him, to know that he was so close, along with all the Cockyboys, was killing me last year. A 3 ½ hour trip to get there, but I wasn’t able to go. Everything happens for a reason, I guess something in the universe wanted me to wait.
It was never official, just a dream I had to make it to Chicago for the 2014 Grabbys. I needed to meet Levi, I needed a hug, and I needed the face to face time. But I have a family, a child that needs to be cared for and a husband I can’t exactly depend on. So many variables I didn’t know if I was going to be able to make it happen. No matter how much I talked about it being a sure thing, there was always that fear that it wasn’t going to really happen.
It became official in February. The room was booked, the husband was notified and the plans were being made. It was the longest 3 months of my life.
Life happens when you are not expecting it. When you are looking the other way it totally blindsides you. For me, most of the time, it’s just one more thing for me to worry about, another stressor that I don’t need.
A year ago, I was blindsided by something amazing.
I still remember the night one of my best friends showed me Jake Bass. He is the gateway drug into Cockyboys. It was an instant obsession. Until Episode 2 of Roadstrip was released. Somewhere in the promoting of the release Jake Jaxson tweeted this picture…